knots and butterflies
raging like a storm
in my stomach
nervous ... frightened
don't say it
please don't say it
let me go
let me try
I need to know
what's out there
just how brilliant
is the light
just how warm
is the sun
just how endless
is my love
just how inspiring
are my dreams
what are the chances
what are the myths
what am I denying
who am I hurting
who is hurting me
assaulting my senses
ripping my flesh
piece by piece
who is out there
fulfilling ever facet
of the diamond
I hold so dear
tucked away secretly ....
shh ...
don't say it
please don't say it
